When Thou saidst, Seek ye My face; my heart said unto Thee, Thy face Lord, will I seek. If I know my heart, this is my desire; to seek after God, to know and bask in His presence, to want what He wants for me.
But I am a wanderer. Just like you. I find myself living in days that do not include acknowledging His presence with me. Plainly said, days if living just for me. Those are days when I am lead into a mire of discontent that eventually leads to a rant about why He would refuse to give me my way.
But then, there are days when I do bask in His presence. Days when my every move is made with a conscious awareness that He is right there beside me. Those are the days that I find contentment in whether He has chosen “much” or “little” for me. And those are the days that I am able to accept either as His will for me, in that moment.
